SHIFTED.

Hello people! I've shifted to here.

This blog will still remain though,

& I'll still update a little yea (:

I MISS YOU, J.

& this is how I'm feeling right now.
Baby, I miss you so.
When are you ever gonna coming back? Sigh.

Way Back Into Love.

Jingting didn't manage to get out of her house, again. So I met up with Abi, caught 'Music & Lyrics' with him, & the movie is nice! :D You guys should go catch it too, if you have not. Went to Plaza Sing's BK to eat after the movie, then we trained back to Bishan. Headed to find Miss Janice who was left all alone by MooMoo! HAHA. Slacked & all, came home around 2am? I think. Gonna pig at home tomorrow, lol. That's for all! <3

GOODNIGHT FOLKS.

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Pictures! :D

Mr Abi, the Squirrel :P

Abi & I, (:

TWIST!

BLAH.

As usual, camwhore.

Screwed up plans.

So let's see! Damien, Zenith, Jingting & I planned to study today but we didn't.

Reasons being :
1. Jingting could not leave her house due to her parents =.-
2. Vivo doesn't have any places for us to study. (dumb choice of place to study)
3. We walked around Vivo thinking what to do & ended up wasting time.
4. We wasted even more time on travelling, so we decided to go home.

& these sum up to us wasting practically 4hours of our precious time, well done aye? (:

As I was on my way home, I met Wing on the streets! Thank God I saw her, if not I'll be home like super early? Bubble tea, arcade then slacking under blocks talking about problems, that's my day with Wing (: Called Huimin up, I drank bubble tea again & we talked about God, problems & blah! Got home around 11pm, :D

Out with Miss Wong Chingting tomorrow! <3 Hope she doesn't fail to get out of her house again. Goodnight World.

I've been missing you.

I can't get to sleep.

& you've been on my mind like always.

I miss you so, Baby.

YOU KNOW :

I want you back so much,

& I'm still waiting for that day that you would come back.

I hope I won't end up with disappointment,

cause being without you is the kind of life I hate.

St. James.

St. James was alright, though my mood was rather down. Dancing with Abby is great (: Except for the freaking dancefloor which is so small that everyone was like packed sardines. Overall, it was still fine. Had supper with Jingting & Michelle after that, before heading home.

Probably have dinner with my Mom later, so tata! <3

You.

Every time I think about you, you just drive me crazy.

I can't get you off of my mind.

Every time I think about what you've done for me,

I regretted taking you for granted.

I miss you with each day that goes by, & now that you're gone,

I can see that I was wrong.

So what would it take, to get you back into my arms?

I'm missing your smile, your touch.

Your everything that drives me wild.

Nobody can make me feel the way you do.

WIthout you I'm lost, & you're always in my thoughts.

I MISS YOU.

IMY!

Boy, I'm so gonna go crazy just by thinking of you.

RAH.

I hate to see couples on the street,

especially when I've to watch other people kissing.

They seem so sweet & loving,

& how I wish we could be like how we used to be.

Oh Baby, do you know how much I miss you?

AH.

Spare me from all these pain.

Somone please help me.

Everytime I try to take a stand at all,

I see your face again & I fall.

Oh, how I wish I could just slit myself to death.

Sigh.

I'm dying inside, & I long for you.

No one can ever replace you in my heart.

No one can affect me that much like you do..

The pain you give is just so unbearable.

But Baby, I'm still gonna choose to hang on.

Cause I've fallen so deep in love with you.

& I'm sorry if I appeared as an irritant to you.

I don't care how lovesick I sound, but I really miss you badly.

We used to have this figured out.
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me, & I want you to be there.
Cause I miss the things that we shared.

(:

Towned with Mr Pie today! We walked from Fareast to Heeren then to PS. After that we got bored, so we headed to Vivo (: I bought a top from Topshop, & Pie bought his tops from Topman! Omg, & I ate a lot today laa =.- Feel like a pig can, lol.

Trained back to Bishan, drank bubble tea then Mr Pie sent me home! & I swear he made me laugh a lot today like a crazy girl, haha! But never mind, at least I was happy for that moment :D

Alright, Mommy is gonna take my laptop away till June cause her computer at home broke down! So she has to use my laptop to do her office work & stuff, shit manxz. I HATE THIS! :( BYEBYE!

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Pictures :D

Mr Pie is camera shy! LOL.

Forever showing a retarded face of his, =.-

In Topshop changing room; Vivo (:

If I could.

If I could turn back time,

I promise I'll never make the same mistakes I did again.

IMissYou, JoshuaLDY ♥

I'm missing you more than ever.

I slept at 3am last night, & I ended up waking up at only 11am this morning when I'm supposed to be up by 6.30am. Got to school at 12plus, had lunch & the dumb talk continued. I swear I wasn't paying attention only when it came to all the games (:

Ended at 6, ate at Subway with Ly, Joceline, Ah ma & Kenny! We played at the aracade from 7plus to 9 laa =.- Killer man, lol. Bought food, sat at bubble tea for awhile then we all went home. Yea, that's my day!

Tomorrow is either pig-in or day-out! So goodnight folks~

You're the only one.

In you is everything that I'm missing.
So won't you give both of us another a chance?

I really love you.

Do I?

Do I even make a difference in your life?

Is it a smile forced on your face or is it because you're really happy?

I hate all these guessing, it sucks.

& thoughts of you keep running through my mind.

It just won't stop, simply won't.

& I'm so weak without your touch,

so lost without you being here with me.

BAHH..

You suck, I suck.

Everybody sucks.

Quit being a -, you donkey ass ripping shit.

FUCK YOU, YOU & STILL YOU.

RANDOM:

I love grey (:

It seems no matter what I do, my heart still tears into two.

When I said go, I never meant away.

Baby, you know how much you mean to me.

To trust my words or not, it's purely up to you.

Even if you don't, I understand.

Cause I never once did anything to make you trust,

yet time & time again I betrayed your trust.

I'm really sorry.

Sorry for all the things I did wrong,

& I've really changed.

All I need now is one more chance to be with you,

to love you & care for you.

I'm giving you all the time you need,

just remember that I'm right here for waiting for you, still.

I ♥ U

Things I never knew, cause you wouldn't say.

What do I do now that you're gone?

No back up plan, no second chance & no one else to blame.

If only..

If only I could choose not to know anything,
if only I wasn't so affected by our breakup,
if only I didn't put in so much for this relationship,
if only I tried harder to change,
if only I knew how to cherish you,
if only I didn't love you so much,
if only I choose to forget you,
if only I choose not to hold on anymore,
if only I never want you to come back,
I wouldn't have been hurt so deeply.
If only..

& my heart keeps breaking over & over again.
When will all this stop?
When will the day that I forget you come?
Do you still love me or do you not?
Are you still tired of being in a relationship?
Did you ever thought of giving me one more chance?
Please do know that I really need you, sigh..

I love you stil.

Sigh.

If only I have tried harder to change, would things be different now?

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Had Band concert yesterday! & it was great. Good job KCB! :DDD & You guys must be wondering why I didn't perform right? Cause I quitted band already, so yea. Watched 'Just Follow Law' with Janice, Jingting, Abi & Aaron after that. Movie ended around 2plus, 3. Janice & Jingting went home. Abi, Aaron & I contunued slacking under my block. Aaron left first, then Abi & I talked about some stuff, got home at 4.45am.

I think I'm gonna rot at home today, so tired & I'm feeling really lazy. But I'm craving for BUBBLE TEA NOW!!!! AHHHHH :( Shall go buy it later, hoho. Bye people! (: